How get this far?!

For more than once a time
You hurted me and made me cry
No matter how hard I try
I'm not strong enough to pretend i'm allright..

It's sad that you didn't care for me
The way you should do,
If you really love me
Like you said you do...

Sometimes I wanna believe you
But you don't give me a chance to...
The more you hurt me,
The more I forgive you,
But, man, i'm sorry,
Forget!? That I can't do...